After wandering around in unknown fields which I was temped to enter, I am happy to have finished the cycle and to be back at the point where I started.
I am lucky and grateful that i neither did hurt somebody seriously or got hurt myself seriously.

Why is the sky blue during daytime?
Because otherwise, seeing all the stars and the endlessness of the universe, we would not be able to focus on the foolish small things we do during daytime.

Being a fool is superior to giving up dreaming.

Do you have a hidden secret, so that you would rather die than having it uncovered?

The difference between never and one time is much bigger than the difference between one time and hundred times,

Sometimes

I wish

I were just a drop of water

in the big ocean

 being mingled with the other drops

by nature

not driven by some hopeless effort

to become a part of the whole

There was a boy who lived in a small house, and when he left the house he had to pass an apple tree that stood beside the road in front of his house.
High up in the apple tree there was a beautiful apple, red and big and juicy, and the boy could only dream about the taste of the apple, because there was seemingly no way to reach the apple high up in the tree.
Most of the time the boy enjoyed to have such a wonderful apple close to his house, and he was happy about the apple. But there were also times where the boy hated the apple, because he knew that he never could get it.
Did the apple do something wrong so that it deserved to be hated?
Was the boy a monster because he hated an innocent apple?
Or did god something wrong who let the apple grow where it grew?